Even though i have only fifty-two minutes left of my monthsary, i just wanted to write something dedicated to my boyfriend, Phuong H. Tran.
Sometimes I think and wonder where i would be today if he wasn’t here. Would I still be that girl always wearing black? Listening to all emo music? Posting up stupid pictures to make people feel sorry for me?lol. best believe love does make you do stupid things. three more months and its three years baby. How can one love someone so much and get frusturated so much? Is life suppose to be this way? We have to solve our own problems? Is it entertainment? Why do couples fight? Why do we forget the next day and pretend it never happened? Then a few weeks later, the subject comes up? Weird right? Im not a genius when it comes to relationships but i sure know one thing, No matter what, the most frusturating relationship, is actually a great one. so weird.It may seem ridiculous, but everytime he’s near me, i get all cheery. I can get so mad at him, but few seconds later, i get all nervous inside with butterflies. Its a great feeling though. When i have a bad day, i think about him and everything just gets better. He doesn’t even have to do anything. i just want to let go of the fight and think about him. XP Somedays i get so bored and tired, but for some reason, i just wanna stay on the phone or keep texting?Weird much? I think so. Stalker Status clingy much?But why do people do all these korny things? He makes me so in love with him when he barely does anything to make me feel this way. we argue so much, fight a whole lot, but i love him so much. Hate how much i love you? Its a strange thing. At first i didn’t quite get it. its like huge fights then makeups. i hate it, but then i still love it?im so confusing.Maybe love isn’t just about xoxo and i love you’s. Maybe its just about having a good time with someone and sharing your life with that person. Share precious moments, tell secrets too, being happy, caring for that one person, trusting, wanting them for everything, for flaws or their goods. Someone who can help you, make you smile. Now that’s love. Even having love fights. May seem the worst, but no matter what, it has helped me know how much i love him.this must be the weirdest most craziest blog i have ever wrote about love, but i truly do love my boyfriend so much, even if he’s the meanie or i’m the meanie. if its my fault or his,we still <3 each other. =D its the little things you do together that make life worth living. Even if you don’t see them. Each moment will always be a great one. No matter what. You can be the most stubborn,most hardheaded person that your love one will get annoyed at and still, that person will love you.hun, i may not be perfect and i may be the most stubborn, hardheaded, weirdest girlfriend you’ll ever have, but either way, i still love you. this has gotta be the funniest,craziest, frusturating weird love story you would ever hear. i don’t even know how ya’ll gonna respond.haha.i think i should write a book.hahaI love you hun. Happy 33 months. =D Note to self: “sometimes, love doesn’t need to come with the i love you’s.”